juST THOUGHts

so i am just thinking, DREAMING ... some days i find myself hoping.....
what for ...
I am not sure
i am not thinking, dreaming, or hoping for something or one thing
some times my thoughts capture me..i become a victim to a mind that wonders....
its young...it jumps and kicks and screams things ..the language used is not understood by me....i find myself trying to translate but along the way i become comfortable with not knowing...does it really matter what it is that is being said....i mean if i did understand then i guess i would be forced to reply....but what would i say back and would it be the rt thing....have u ever been a friend that was put in the position to listen and after a conversation of venting ...then its silent...and now u feel obligated to say something.....anything to acknowledge u were listening...but how do u reply without opinion..and is what u have to say important ..... well.. to my thoughts i just listen...no response needed bc what can i say to a mind wondering.....wonder on good mind.....i watch from the outside and experience like im inside...my options are limited yet completely unrestricted.....my thoughts are contradictions and they feed my curiosity....i wonder how can i contradict this new thing...i question endlessly but not for answers just for thoughts.....i run not to finish but just to run...the feeling of the wind wrapped around my entire being and allowing me to move through its powerful force, encouraging my movement with gentle yet intense kisses is a reason to run...the feeling of my body quitting but my mind being stronger willed to push my flesh past its weakness is a reason to run....just to swing my arms back and forth and put my toes to to the task of springing me forward on there tips in effort to thank them for still doing what they do..i run..i think bc i can..and my thoughts tAKE hold of me.........some days i dream endlessly...

but dont ask what i dream....i dont know....my thoughts speak a language of there own...i just listen and let go....