partNurSHIP

So this is just something that pop'd into my mind as i was walking .... i was thinking...again..lol...no but maybe it is bc valentines is so close....maybe i was just in a moment of desire and began to wonder about what it is that i desire..is it a partnership...relationship..love...companion..what.....the word partnership stuck...and than i played the word on repeat in my mind trying to give myself the keys to unlocking this "greatness"....well i heard part...nur..ship....so is it a sacrifice made willingly where u will only be partly nurtured cast away on this "love" ship...partly because now your focus must be split you and your needs have to compete for a leading role or reveal there ability to be a supporting element only acknowledged bc they make "his" needs more relevant ....u are part of a whole and once u agree to this term them when u stand alone u are only a piece to this puzzle...u lose half of urself..u must if u are going to make up one whole when joined to this part..ur "other half"....idk...i am not sure if i agree to leave half of myself on the shore and put the other half on a ship to only be PART nurtured ....so they say word are powerful and what we say is what we live...and these partnerships are missing hug half of what draws ppl to these agreements in the 1st place...and now im thinking again...if i reject partnership than maybe i can except relationship....